[He just sort of popped out. There's something weirdly reassuring in that, somehow; Stands are supposed to be things that their users control, that are a part of them. But this makes it sound like even Moody Blues didn't want her to be sad, and came out all on his own to see his friend.
That's so nice...it's such a nice thought.]
I don't even know why I thought it was so i-important...he was just a little kid! Nobody remembers things from when they were little, I don't — I d-don't know why...
[She sniffles again; at this point, the sensible thing seems to be to just embrace the catharsis that will come of venting all of this, and go with it. She's been carrying it like a secret for a long time alone, after all.]
He's...a part of me, you know? I don't think you can die for someone without them becoming a part of you. And finding that out...it felt like, like I wasn't a part of him, somehow. I'm not...haha, I can't explain it at all, it sounds so crazy, right? But I just felt so bad...it's so stupid to feel bad about it...
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[He just sort of popped out. There's something weirdly reassuring in that, somehow; Stands are supposed to be things that their users control, that are a part of them. But this makes it sound like even Moody Blues didn't want her to be sad, and came out all on his own to see his friend.
That's so nice...it's such a nice thought.]
I don't even know why I thought it was so i-important...he was just a little kid! Nobody remembers things from when they were little, I don't — I d-don't know why...
[She sniffles again; at this point, the sensible thing seems to be to just embrace the catharsis that will come of venting all of this, and go with it. She's been carrying it like a secret for a long time alone, after all.]
He's...a part of me, you know? I don't think you can die for someone without them becoming a part of you. And finding that out...it felt like, like I wasn't a part of him, somehow. I'm not...haha, I can't explain it at all, it sounds so crazy, right? But I just felt so bad...it's so stupid to feel bad about it...