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[teaserving]

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[grilletto]

[ shit here he was trying to be discreet

please hold while he scrolls through his messages to make sure he didn't say anything about it being a guy and then finally ]

...yeah

[teaserving]

[look you mentioned panic that's what his mind went to!]

ok
and now it's worrying you because it's not what you're used to or something?

[grilletto]

i'm not used to any of it!!

[teaserving]

you haven't even kissed a girl?

[grilletto]

YOU KNOW THAT I DID!!

[teaserving]

besides them being unconscious

[grilletto]

IT STILL COUNTS???
SHE KISSED ME BACK AND SAID IT WASN'T BAD???

[teaserving]

i didn't know that part ok!!

so what's the problem
you kissed a guy
do you like him?!

[grilletto]

like him?
i mean yeah i guess?
we hang out and hug
kind of like i do with some of you guys, you know?
so yeah

[teaserving]

would you kiss him again?

[grilletto]

shit
i don't know
i haven't thought about it

[teaserving]

ok
then you gotta ask yourself
if you would again
it sounded like you did but also that's up to you to figure out

basically less gay more bi
you might like both mista

[grilletto]

so is there any way
for this to not be so complicated
like i mean
it just seems like a pain trying to figure it out

[teaserving]

it isnt complicated
you probably like boys and girls
you probably just need to experiment a bit

[grilletto]

okay maybe it's not complicated to you
because you already have it all figured out
pretty sure you can't just walk up to someone
and be like
hey i don't know if i like this
so maybe we should do it or something

[teaserving]

ugh im not saying you have to bone or something!!
just ask him how he feels
maybe ask if he wants to try kissing again or something

[grilletto]

that's not what i was trying to get at???
i just meant like
you know trying stuff

[teaserving]

ok
what are you trying to accomplish
do you wanna know you like dudes or what

[grilletto]

yeah
i guess

[teaserving]

ok cool
is it just the one guy you think you might like?

[grilletto]

maybe
it's not like i've kissed any other guys
so how the hell am i supposed to know??

[teaserving]

i mean
it's other shit
like you enjoy the way they laugh or smile
or you think they're cute
or they got a nice ass
shit like that

[grilletto]

i mean we have some stuff in common
he's pretty good when it comes to talking about fashion
looks kinda good in glasses?
good eyes and he's warm?
fuck
this is stupid

[teaserving]

shut up it's not stupid
you're figuring this out
it can be embarrassing and tricky but you should know this part of yourself

[grilletto]

see this is what i mean by complicated