You want to know something funny? Think about how we felt when we first met. It was just a few months ago, and neither of us knew what to do with ourselves.
Now you've got a boooooooooyfriend and I'm building something to last even after I'm gone. That's pretty incredible, isn't it?
I was an orphan when I got here, too, and now I'm not anymore. That's pretty great, too.
oh. yeah, i think so. i miss him, and mostly i just wish i could have had the chance to do something about his future but i try to think that he'd want me to do better too. him and florentino both.
You know, I kind of hate it when people like me say things like "if so and so were here, I'm sure they would think" in situations like this — especially if it's someone they've never met, and have no business putting words in their mouth.
But I feel like Florentino would be proud of you for trying a relationship again. Even if it is kind of scary. He sounds like he was that kind of guy.
i get you. but you're not wrong about him either. he'd probably say something like "i'd want you to move on". which you know i'm absolutely shit at but. i'm trying.
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i figured you'd get it
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of course i feel happy around him
i feel the most calm around you and him honestly
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What I mean is, I'm glad that he makes you happy. It makes me happy to think about it.
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i want to keep feeling like this
even if it's scary as hell
thanks sorellina
i want you be happy too
all right?
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Now you've got a boooooooooyfriend and I'm building something to last even after I'm gone. That's pretty incredible, isn't it?
I was an orphan when I got here, too, and now I'm not anymore. That's pretty great, too.
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and i was okay with that
but then he was gone so
anyway
yeah
this is definitely far from what i expected of myself
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i miss him, and mostly i just wish i could have had the chance to do something about his future
but i try to think that he'd want me to do better too. him and florentino both.
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But I feel like Florentino would be proud of you for trying a relationship again. Even if it is kind of scary. He sounds like he was that kind of guy.
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he'd probably say something like "i'd want you to move on". which you know i'm absolutely shit at but. i'm trying.
he'd have liked you though.
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But that's good! Then I can tell him all SORTS of embarrassing stories about you and you'll have to stand there and take it, ha ha!
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god you two are gonna be the worst
sharing and talking shit about me
THE
WORST
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Not that it's hard though because everything you DO is cute. :P
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In fact you're so cute right now I think this'll be the story I start with!
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