i cant say that anyone noticed anything but you two just seemed i dont know tighter somehow i didnt think it was a crush at the time i mostly just said giorno's name to get under your skin but now youre wondering huh?
i've heard way stupider look. it sucks, but we cant really focus on what could have been. take it from me. or you're stuck cycling through those thoughts and you're gonna feel worse for it
i guess i did say that you didn't have to answer so i mean...thanks for doing it even if it's weird
hey i know it's kind of subjective or something but like how do you know when you're in love? i mean you not in general or in general i guess whichever is easier to answer
look it's hard to really explain. for me, it's different. i need someone stronger than me. and i dont mean literally. someone whose heart is stronger, stronger morals, stronger resolve. so when im in love, i know the kind of person it's going to be its when no matter how fucking shitty the world is, things feel calmer with that person where despite everything i feel right at home with them. im warmer, im almost a better man with them or at least i want to try to be a better man for them. the way you love is gonna be different mista but maybe that insight helps i dunno
that’s all a real nice way to put it i feel like it’s stupid to ask because you see it in the movies but you know that’s not real or anything so sometimes i feel like man i get that but when you think about it yourself it’s harder i think
but yeah actually it helps a lot i owe you again man
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what is it this time?
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the time that it wasn’t me asking you the questions?
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that can’t seriously be it
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but things seemed to be different with you two after venezia with that assassin
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i mean i just kinda wanna know what other people saw
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but you two just seemed
i dont know tighter somehow
i didnt think it was a crush at the time i mostly just said giorno's name to get under your skin
but now youre wondering huh?
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i guess it’s just another stupid question
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look. it sucks, but we cant really focus on what could have been. take it from me.
or you're stuck cycling through those thoughts and you're gonna feel worse for it
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he could have let me die so many times
i know i’m a little reckless so it’d be my fault
but he didn’t and sometimes i wonder why?
like...
you don’t have to answer if you don’t want to but
how did you feel about bucciarati?
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but he'd have to be a real fucking idiot to not see something worthwhile in you
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i loved him.
still kind of do
and i kicked myself for awhile for not telling him.
but i knew how i felt for awhile
i dont wanna say it never mattered
but mostly i dont wanna dwell on that anymore
i have it really good with mohammed.
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i shouldn't have asked
it's not really my business
sorry
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but if I didnt wanna answer then I'd have told you to fuck off
so its fine
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so i mean...thanks for doing it
even if it's weird
hey i know it's kind of subjective or something
but
like
how do you know when you're in love?
i mean you not in general
or in general
i guess whichever is easier to answer
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look it's hard to really explain.
for me, it's different.
i need someone stronger than me. and i dont mean literally. someone whose heart is stronger, stronger morals, stronger resolve.
so when im in love, i know the kind of person it's going to be
its when no matter how fucking shitty the world is, things feel calmer with that person
where despite everything i feel right at home with them. im warmer, im almost a better man with them or at least i want to try to be a better man for them.
the way you love is gonna be different mista but maybe that insight helps
i dunno
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i feel like it’s stupid to ask because you see it in the movies but you know
that’s not real or anything so sometimes i feel like
man i get that
but when you think about it yourself it’s harder i think
but yeah actually
it helps a lot
i owe you again man
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shit's way harder
i should keep a list of how much you owe me
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don’t go crazy with a list
i’m not sure i wanna see how long it is