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[teaserving]

with a name like that i'd remember him
so no
but that's good advice

yeah of course.
bucciarati never really lost his roots. he still liked to go fishing sometimes, and i wasn't really into it, but i'd go with him sometimes anyway
it was one of the few times i saw his face look peaceful. it was worth it.

[freshprints]

He's all right. Reserved. Sometimes we spend time together without saying anything. It's comfortable.

Is something as small as a facial expression really so rewarding?

[teaserving]

sometimes you dont need words. i respect that

it's less about the facial expression and more knowing that his heart was content. the fact that i could see it on his face was just a bonus.

[freshprints]

Are you able to

Never mind. Ignore that.

What makes your heart content?

[teaserving]

yeah no what were you gonna ask?

[freshprints]

If I answer your question are you going to answer mine?

[teaserving]

fine but i don't have a nice answer

i haven't felt much peace since being here
there
was just one man who made me feel like the world was bearable somehow despite how shitty it could be
without him i dont really know what to do with myself
the closest i get is if you're around.

[freshprints]

...

I wanted to know if you're able to tell when I'm content. Even if my facial expression doesn't change. Just because I mask my reactions doesn't mean I don't still feel things.

[teaserving]

there are other ways you show it.
i think the fact that you come over so much is enough to tell me already

[freshprints]

You might find another person like that one, someday.

Not a replacement for the first, but just. Someone who makes you feel nostalgic. I think the odds are in your favor, generally.

[teaserving]

it'd be nice to not feel like i was out of control all the damned time
i'll manage
frankly im surprised im doing as well as i am
well maybe not this week
but you know

[freshprints]

Why not this week?

[teaserving]

how about you tell me what you wanted to say before

[freshprints]

...

"Are you able to tell I'm content when I'm around you."

[teaserving]

well
good job me
seeing as how i already answered that:

this week fucking sucks because it's my birthday soon and i dont really feel like thinking about it

[freshprints]

You're not THAT old.

[teaserving]

i was born old

[freshprints]

Then you're clearly regressing.

[teaserving]

rude brat see if i invite you to my party

[freshprints]

Wouldn't inviting me to your party constitute thinking about your birthday? I thought you weren't doing that.

[teaserving]

im almost sober right now so regrettably i am now thinking about it

[freshprints]

The only reason why I never leave you alcohol when I drop by is because they won't sell it to me here.

Otherwise, it wouldn't be an issue.

[teaserving]

what seriously
how old are you

[freshprints]

It's less about how old I am and more about how old I look.

[teaserving]

huh
fair
you got a young face and all
they probably think you're like 15 or something